You know the feeling when someone just irritates you and you can't shake it off for days on end? Everything they do just gets at you, and the same for everything they don't do. You can't help but think that 'my life would be so much easier if you just left me alone to do my own thing'.
One person at the moment has been doing this to me recently, Bob. (Blatantly a codename, for descretion purposes) Bob annoys me. Bob gets in my way. Bob stands over me when I'm concentrating. Bob invades my personal space. Bob gets angry with me when I tell Bob that he's doing these things. Bob doesn't understand why Bob irritates me, which only irritates me more.
I feel down as a result. As Bob and I don't have a mutual understanding and I feel the irritation is getting in the way of me moving smoothly through the period before my exams.
Hmmm...
Maybe me and Bob need some time apart...
On other notes - my two mocks today got me so angry. My maths I finished early. Half an hour early, which scares me slightly since I should take up to a half hour longer doing the exam. My History mock was the complete other way round. I had too little time. My second and third paragraph were cut so short (I think about six lines each) and my conclusion was three lines. I felt like crying when I handed that in. It was the last mock with Mr Peters we were going to do, and so not good if the last one before your exam you completely fuck it up.
You know what - I'm going to blame Bob.
Argh.
Why isn't life that one bit easier?
natashaSPQR
oh dear, oh dear, oh dear
chin up! don't panic too much. when we're on study leave, we'll have a history revision sesh and we'll practice writing essays to time together, and you can explain aspects of nazi germany to me and i'll nod wisely
unless, of course, i am bob, and you wish to avoid me atm :S