Right so this was written a couple of days ago - but due to lack of internet I'm posting it now.

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21st April 2008 – 1:59am.

When you couldn’t sleep – did you ever just stare out the window at the darkness and find that you been sitting there so long that the trees no longer look like trees – but faces?

Well, at the moment, that’s what I am doing now, along with writing this.

It’s peculiar how addicted you become to things like blogs and Facebook. During this ever-long move I’ve wanted to record my thoughts on events of the days and not having a outlet that gives me that delight. It even comes to days where I think ’Ooo that’s interesting – I must make sure I include that into my blog somehow’.

I wonder if any other bloggers do the same thing?

It’s also true that I don’t like to simply record the events of the events and tribulations of my days either – though that might be included somehow. I like to express those thoughts of what happens when you think way too much. Those thoughts that no one is supposed to hear, no matter how much you want to call/email/facebook someone telling him or her of the stuff that your mind is on.

The problem with that is that you would have to pick someone to shout/cry/mope to and from my experience the response is not what you have hoped for and not what you wanted in return.

That’s the beauty of blogging though, I believe. Because some person who I don’t really know might read this or any other blog and might comment because the thoughts have provoked them to, in a subliminal way. They don’t have to – they can read and move on. But sometimes, the responses you receive are the responses that you want. Maybe because they don’t have the back story or know you personally.

This, to me, is quite a relief. I can get the reaction I want from simply writing down my feelings/thoughts/records of the day.

Maybe that’s being selfish?

Or just a natural reaction to human life?

Who knows?

All I do know is that blogging have certainly made my life a lot less stressful – thanks to the comments I have received.

LONG LIVE BLOGGING.

Over and Out :)